Here I am
I had the most phenomenal time in Cape Town. While it's always so nice to have a good four-day break in my home city to remind me what I'm missing out on, MM did not join me so it was great to return home to him.
I can't even begin to tell you how cute my nieces and nephew are, I just had the most fun running around the beach with them, making up songs, running in the water, climbing on the rocks, sneaking cuddles and loves and watching them tackle new challenges. They are just my absolute best.
I'm grasping for inspiration at the moment and while I'm battling to not wish time away, I really can't wait until the holidays. However, so much has to be achieved before then. I am making endless lists of what I need to do and trying not to let the year-end slump hit. The exciting ideas I have, I'm not sure where they are headed... a lot is in the air and my head is a bit of a mess. A few people around me are going into therapy and it has me wondering whether I should. Things just seem to go much deeper with me than with others. I seem to hang onto things for longer and right now, I'm just feeling a bit useless.
I'm just not all there... or is that here?
posted by boldly benny @ Friday, November 06, 2009
5 Comments:
have a fabulous weekend!!!
The best therapy for me would be my year end holiday. Roll on the end of the year!
lol. I know the feeling I'm useless at the moment too. I think maybe the statement is "I am neither here nor there"
I so often feel like you write the swirling thoughts I have in my head. This is one of those posts. I have such exciting ideas, but I feel like they're kites that are struggling to get away from me in the wind while I'm concentrating on dodging curveballs on the ground. If that mixed metaphor makes any sense. Probably not.
It was cool thanks BB, although I had to work and I kicked my toe open - oh the pain!
I agree momcat, I need time out. Although with all my new medical bills I couldn't afford therapy even if I wanted it :(
Totally Paula, I'm a mess at the moment!
Oh Tamara it makes total sense. I'm glad you can relate otherwise, I'd have those fears of possible craziness all over again :)
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